5 4 3 2 1!!!!

holidays fever is coming slowly to me.
yayyyyy~this week is the last study week of semester one and there comes the holidays.
someone should start suspecting a surprise from us.she'll shock to death i tell you.i cant wait to see her expressionful look and laugh like mad at her.omg omg omg!!.

i feel so excited.weeeeee. :D
course works are done one by one,and two more left now.
i can start to relax a little bit.

holidays are always the best,but i hate the fact that i'll still have to study.sigh.
semester one examination will be held immediately after our holidays.
i'm confused. :S
i want to enjoy but study at the same time.heck no!.i doubt myself though.i know i'm best at enjoying life but i suck in multi tasking.haehh.

in 5more days i'll be seeing imeyk again.we're like sisters visiting each other (even though i've never been to birmingham yet!haha).eventually we became like family when we're far far away from our own family in msia. and i bet she'll sacrifice anything for me,esp her nasi ayam.*i hope she'll read this part*

my lunch is ready. ;)
till now,toodles~
have a wonderful weekend everyone. :D :D :D

doraemon

ohhh mr doraemon,i need you so badly. 

i need you to take out anything you have to help me with my assignments and course works.

i'm getting bored of doing them.

or can you please finish my assignments for me??

i want my mood back!

answer me.

sometimes i wonder
why can we simply hate people?

is it because of jealousy?
is it because of the grudge that we're holding to?
is it because of the person does not have same chemistry with us?
why??please tell me why??

and for whatever reasons,
i feel so annoyed!!!!.

the "f" word

f here stands for FRIENDS.
i dont know how would i live here without my friends.
there are too many things we go through together.
from the first day we reached here,until now.
every single second and moment is very meaningful to me.
u guys lightened up my days.
u guys keep me accompany.
and u guys know how to cheer me up.
i just want to tell the world that i'm glad to have the good friends around me.



the pic is without faiz rusli in.
thanks to you people: moffat,ubye,hamdi,nady,hadi,azree,faiz duani,nawal,nik,farhana,yiwon,faizal,bobby and the rest.

may the bond between us grows stronger day by day.friends forever.

p/s : not to forget,i miss my darling knights so badly too. :D

Salam aidil adha

Its already late evening,almost the end of aidil adha.first year raya without my family.i felt nothing but homesick to the maximum level this
morning.i just miss everyone back home so badly.well,this is what we called berkorban apa saja.to all muslims,slamat hari raya!!!

reunion.

i had a short week,the time flies by so fast.
and here comes,weekend again!!.wee~
i'm loving it.
in a couple of hours heading to glasgow.
me are yiwon are meeting elaine and georgina.
four of us used to spend time together,
distress ourselves after tiring studies week during a levels.
now we're meeting again.
i miss our craziness and randomness.
our usual late midnight movies in sunway pyramid.
our girls day out.
i just miss the madagascar girls, not to forget the only moto moto.
lol.have a great weekend everyone!!.muahh~

...

you know what i feel right now?

i feel

SO FRUSTRATED
SO DEVASTATED
SO SAD

and i'm not kidding

2012

Never has before a date in history been so significant to so many cultures, so many religions, scientists, and governments. 2012 is an epic adventure about a global cataclysm that brings an end to the world and tells the heroic struggle of the survivors.

It was the second movie i watched since past two months being in Newcastle.I found it was a superb movie.At least the movie taught me that anything at all could happen to our world and how powerful the money is until it can go against humanity.However, 2012 is not related to "hari kiamat" which is still remained Allah's secret and no one knows until the time really comes.so,lets us increase our faith level.after all,the life we're having now is only temporary.Allah has promised so much better life in the hereafter.what essential is to prepare ourselves well for it (i doubt myself though!!).till then,chow~

the road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
two roads diverged in a wood, and I --
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

at times,i wish i could have done everything i wanted to do in the past.i just hate making decision as i'm scared i'll regret whatever decision i've made.
i know i cant satisfy everyone.

pening

winter holiday is only about a month away from now.too many plans give me headache.urghhhhh!.i need to think many things,important events coming.i'm going to spend holidays with my VVIPs here.*sigh*

can somebody help me please?.

standard disorder

this is so typical of me,i just love to sleep.i sleep all day long.i could not help myself anymore especially when the weather is getting cold now which reaches 4-6 degrees celcius,and night time is longer than day time.so,i can conclude that i enjoy sleeping MOST here!!.trust me,this condition is getting worse from time to time. :p

i'm back

i know it has been ages since i last updated my blog.i have a lot to share,a lot to vomit out but i just could not find the right time and the right mood.i have started all over new here,in a new place far away from home.whether i like it or not,i've left all the painful memories behind.i'm glad to have good friends around me who take care of each other,we're like siblings in a family.and i'm most grateful to have my close friend from my alma mater to spend my study years with.i've been here for only almost 2months but i could not help myself from being homesick.i do feel homesick a lot of times.i miss my dadi's cooking,i miss my mum and dad,i miss my siblings,i miss humaira n syukry,i miss all the other family members of mine,i miss driving around island,to make it short i miss every single thing back home.i might sound so weak,but thats what inside me.somehow,i'm trying to cope with my new life and getting on track.tonnes of assignments coming.thats uni life i guess,as a first year student.hehe.ohh,all my friends in msia are having their finals.all the best pals.i hope its not too late to wish u guys luck.till now,toodles!

two in one

to the two beloved girls of mine :

MISS NURUL HAZIQAH SAMSUL BAHRIN

happy birthday hunn.sweet 20!!. :)

i purposely dont want to wish u thru ur hp,revenge!!.if u find this means ure really smart.hehe.i hope all ur dreams come true.i'm really glad our path crossed,i'm lucky to have u around.i wont forget every single advise u gave me since we were 13 until now,thanks for being by my side at times i really need u.

though i might not be there to celebrate wit u,deep inside i want to know that a girl like u deserves to be happy not only today but every single day.cuz u always make people around u smile with ur craziness.stay the way u are sweetie.love u a lot.best friends forever.muahhhh!

and...

MISS MARDIATI MOHD JAMILI

happy birthday aty.semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.may Allah bless u all the time,especially in ur effort berdakwah around.u just cant imagine how much happy am i to have u around during crucial times,d one who always take care of me.i hope to be like u one day.hehe.

ni ur bday last year.sorry cant be there to celebrate again this year.well,just enjoy ur big day dear.miss u!!!!!.sayang aty!!.muahh~

the ultimate phobia

i dont know where all my good luck has gone to?? i used to be a lucky driver, really lucky i guess. but starting last two weeks, many unpleasant things happened.summon by jpj and two minors accidents.those still under my control.recently,last monday morning when i was driving alone,i had another road accident and could be considered quite major.i wanted to avoid a motocylist who suddenly took my road.and because of that i bang this one nissan latio.i was driving really fast that time i guess until the latio had a huge impact and bang the kancil in front and the kancil also bang the wira in front.it was totally crazy i tell u!!!.i was really shocked and stood still.i didnt know what to do.all the three cars owners are chinese and luckily they were really kind.they didnt scold me at all and in fact they helped me to calm down.except for the kancil owner's mum  who accused me using my handphone and that was the cause of my accident.stupid old lady who made my mum trusted her more at first place.well,i went through a tough day.i went to the police station to make a report.since it was my mistake,i had to pay compound of rm300.sighhh.its not a small amount!.later,my mum brought me to the insurance company so that all the cars' damages can be claimed.and it is found that i'm still under age.the legal age is 21.so,another rm400 has gone like that.the car had major damages and nissan has to order the new parts.they will take at least one month to repair the car.goshhhh.how i wish i could turn back time and be at least a lil bit more careful.the lesson here is to be shared with everyone,be careful on the road all the time!!.dun get urselves into troubles like me.*sigh*

tagged by fiqss.

how old are you ?

i'm turning 20 in 2weeks time.

are you single ?

yup,n i kinda enjoy it.

at what age do you think u'll get married ?

my mum's rule-before 25 or she is going to marry me off wit any random ppl.

do you think you'll be marrying the person u are with now ?

who??.well if things go well why not?.

if not, who do u want to marry ?

no one in my mind.haha.

who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman ?

my sister my and my bestfriends.

do you want a garden , beach or traditional wedding ?

can i have a cruise wedding instead?.hihi~

where do you plan to go for honeymoon?

mauritius island?

how many guest do you think you'll invite ?

all my friends and relatives,and everyone i know.
happiness is something to share wit all aite.

will that include ur exes ?

yeahhh,y not?.we're still good friends after all.

how many layers of cake do you want ?

more than 20.

when do you want to get married ? morning or evening ?
i prefer evening

name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding ?

dunno yet,depending on the guy too.

do you prefer fine dining or just normal fork / spoon / knife ?

fine dining.

champagne or red wine ?

neither.i want jenny's favourite.

honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding ?

after the wedding. :D

money or household item?

money!!.everything NEEDS money nowadays.

how many kids would you like to have ?

3??

will you record your honeymoon in CD or DVD ?

guess so,for memories at least if things dont go well in future.
(how pessimistic,i know.)

i want to know their wedding plans:
IMEYK!!!!!.
aty (wajib jugak)
elaine
georgina
yi won
mana
dayang
ain saleh